replacement

im currently in michigan and we played a pretty intense bball game tonight. we lost and i've never been so frustrated from a loss, because i played with all my heart and gave it my all, but we just came out underneath in the end. it's been a bad sequence of events lately. first i left import stuff back at home in the locker room, then our hotel room was a sauna so therefore no sleep, plus my bed buddy from the team tends to snore. next we went to target to pick up my replacement stuff, which is expensive at target and the lady wouldn't take my check, because i didn't have my driver's license on me, but the number is on my check already. soooo, we all went to wal-mart instead and got it taken care of. then we lost the game. after the game i was told by my mom that they were going to chicago for this thing for my brother and sister's birthday and they were doing it without me, not only without me but my cousin was going with them instead of me. i have always felt that my siblings like our cousin a lot more than me. i just always feel replaced. i was honest with my feeling too and my mother just said get over it. replacement... doesn't feel good.....